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I'm going to tell all you people, what I have been going through.
Then maybe, you all will hopefully stop giving me attitude!
And this in no way is directed towards anyone, so don't even think about it!
Right so, let me tell you everything.
I wake up, I go to work and its stressful, 4-6 year olds yelling in your face, throwing food at you, wiping their shit asses, cleaning and more cleaning. Come home to yelling, screaming, threats of fucking killing, people getting thrown out of my house, I can never see my nephews again, etc fucking etc!
All this stress has been building up on me, so my Crohns Disease has been acting up badly, cause when I get stressed I vomit and pass out/get dizzy like their is no tomorrow. Sometimes, I can't take it, so I make myself vomit so I vomited everyday now for the past oh week or two. Not fun, I already have blood in it. An I passed out, and almost fell down the stairs, which would have been my second time but whatever.
Moving on, my sister got kicked out my house by my stepdad. Words were exchanged, guns, axe's and killing threats exchanged. So as you can see, its pretty damn fucked up! Oh and having your mom fall off a motorcycle and scrape her arm badly, really does nothing but make me EVEN more stressed/depressed.
So, please if you all want to give me attitude now, try me.
Let's see if you all pay attention to what I'm saying.
Oh wait, before I go. Everyone can stop telling me to move on about the whole Fall Out Boy ticket thing, cause hi its my life and not yours. Seeing as I'm always buying tickets for you guys, why can't you all spare me a dime and help me out? Guess I'm not worth it, or hey this phrase 'I have no money!' YET YOU ALL KNOW I DIDNT MAKE MUCH MONEY WHEN I HAD MY OLD JOB, BUT YOU PERSISTED THAT I BUY YOU SHIT! So no more, I'm not buying anyone anything, unless its your Birthday/Christmas.
I'm done, read it and weap.
xo
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